Sunday, August 5, 2012

Say Hello, Wave Goodbye

Last weekend I went to northern Kenya for what was supposed to be a quick and easy handover; a co-worker was supposed to take over the final days of a trip so another co-worker could get back to the office and address some upcoming changes to our program...we forgot how rare quick and easy is.
With no satellite phone and no real food (other than some Ramadan dates), the rear/long axel on our Defender came out of alignment/cracked/'was bad.' The car would start, the gears would engage, but we simply did not move. Stuck on one of the more-isolated stretches of road in the district where we work, I began to prepare myself for a night of dates and waiting.

Despite being in an area where lions are regularly sighted, I felt safe with my co-workers and fellow passengers. Luckily, we did not have to wait long for a vehicle, albeit one going in the wrong direction. Cargo trucks driving the abysmal roads in northern Kenya often carry mechanics who can hop out at a moment's notice and crawl over/under/around/through an engine in their omnipresent green canvas jumpsuits. Our first vehicle was such a truck and out popped a lanky mechanic who quickly assessed that we were not going anywhere. He told us what specifically was wrong with the Defender and what would be needed to fix it. Able to do nothing more, he hopped back into the cab and the truck rattled to life and continued down the road, leaving us in a cloud of dust and diesel fumes. Not too much longer we had the luck of another truck, this time headed in the direction we needed to go. We were doubly lucky as it belonged to a company owned by my co-worker's cousin (despite being geographically vast, northern Kenya is a small world) and my co-worker vaguely knew the driver. The cab was crammed full, five men with the windows rolled up tightly against the dust. Riding on top of the crossbars covering the trailer of the truck were two sandy men, dazed by sun and wind. My co-worker turned to me, "Can you go ahead to Ngurunit and tell our mechanic to come get us?" His plan was that I would find our mechanic, who was with the rest of the team in a village anywhere between 2-4 hours ahead, describe where our broken Defender was and then send him out as a rescue vehicle.
I looked at the truck. I did a quick calculation. "Can I ride at the top?"
For everyone in northern Kenya, riding trucks (or 'lorries,' as they are called, only one of many vestigial English terms) is the way to get around. It is nothing new, nothing exciting. While 20-25 feet of iron or steel trailer gives you some shock absorbance not enjoyed by passengers closer to the ground, it is not a comfortable way to travel. I didn't care. As a woman, my independent movements (anywhere unfamiliar, but especially in northern Kenya) are limited. More adventurous male backpackers can boast of riding lories into the desert but it remains out of reach for most female travelers. Even in northern Kenya, lorries pass by with men on the roof and women down in the trailer, standing among goats, relief food, construction equipment, cows and cement. This was my chance.
"Of course," he said, "You are our messenger." So after politely declining the space squeezed out by the guys in the cab, I handed my bag up and climbed to the roof.  As we pulled away from the stalled Defender, I could hear my co-worker yelling the name of the closest village, to tell our mechanic as a landmark.
As soon as I balanced myself on the crossbars, I noticed how different this familiar landscape looked a few feet higher; the view was spectacular. Mountains were no longer obscured by wide-spreading acacia trees, I could see over brush to herds of dik dik, duiker and gerenuk. The road snaked in front of us and I noticed ditches and rocks with enough time to shift my grip and brace for bumps. It felt like being on a ship but with dusty rather than salty wind at my face. I can't think of a better perspective from which to see northern Kenya for the last time. As my work draws to a close, this trip was my last time to be in such an evocative and powerful landscape.






The journey was slow but uneventful. I arrived in Ngurunit to the shock and amusement of our field team, whose jaws nearly hit the floor when they looked up on top of the lorry to see it was me shouting their names. Our mechanic leapt into action, carrying freshly cooked rice and hopes of finding a spare long axel as he went to the Defender's rescue. When they finally arrived, seven hours later, it was clear our working vehicle would have to leave early in the morning to deliver my co-worker and I back home, picking up spare parts on the way and attempting to get back north before dark. This necessitated a 4am departure the next morning, 10 hours after I had arrived dusty and dry from our failed Defender. We decided it was the shortest trip possible to northern Kenya.
As we flew through the dawn, reaching the southern-most community in which we work just before sunrise, I looked out the window and swallowed a lump in my throat, realizing it would be some time before I came back to this place. With no time for reflection, we sped onward, hitting the beginning of the paved road, signaling the end of 'the field' as the sun arrived fully in the sky. 

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Africa Man, Original

rest in peace rhythm. 


if you aren't swinging by the end of this, don't even bother checking your pulse. 
it's too late.


shout out to therhythmoftheone, rocking for two Fela hours on Sunday 5 August, noon east coast time. 

Monday, July 23, 2012

Angels Beating All Their Wings In Time

sometimes you just have to follow your bliss:

first fresh basil in a WHOLE YEAR. 

fresh baked whole wheat, tomatoes from the garden, BASIL, feta.


BASIL, feta, fresh ground pepper, watermelon radish (?!!)

Go Mordecai!



come on up now.

Music Like Dirt

in honor of some friends who drove to northern Kenya this weekend and because I couldn't go (damn you, commitments to this opportunity that brought me to Kenya in the first place!) I've put together 
the 31 core tracks of The Ultimate Northern Kenya Playlist. 
These songs have accompanied me on all my travels, in various stages of repetition (see play count).

A few notes:
Boxer, The National: This music is the sandy roads outside of South Horr. For some reason, while composed thousands of miles away in Brooklyn, this one of the most fitting soundtracks for northern Kenya. I had to include the album in its entirety.


"Strangers in Strange Land," Leon Russell: This song is the perfect accompaniment for a flock of birds catching a thermal, spiraling high above the desert.

The King of Limbs, Radiohead: While Radiohead’s entire canon could have been written to score a trip to northern Kenya, this album is the most precise. "Bloom" will forever conjure images of dropping down the final escarpment and speeding along the shore of Lake Turkana, sun beating down, hot air pounding through the vehicle, the water shimmering, people out floating on rafts or casting nets from the shore.


"Juicy," The Notorious B.I.G.: A slight departure from the other, more contemplative selections, this song is equally representative and emblematic of northern Kenya. To listen to music in the Land Cruiser, we have a basic memory stick reader that plugs into the cigarette lighter. Often, someone will insert a stick containing 11 songs that are played, on repeat, for the duration of a three week trip. However, if we are lucky, someone will throw on a mystery stick containing hundreds of potential gems. Hearing "Juicy" while driving through the Kaisut Desert was perhaps the gem-mest of them all.



Monday, July 9, 2012

Ray Allen, I Love You But You're Bringing Me Down

Dear Ray Ray,
Congratulations on a killer season. As always, it was a pleasure to watch, even when the bone spurs were hemming you up. I’ve been living in Kenya for the last year and haven’t been able to see you play as much as usual, but I followed the season closely. It was a mess.
I have to say thank you for drawing me, almost single handedly, into professional basketball. Having never played I didn’t really have a connection to the game until a friend waxed rhapsodical about your jump shot. There must be something to basketball, I thought, and there was. I’ve developed into a purely emotional fan. My knowledge of the game is limited, at best. I’ve absorbed a nominal number of facts considering how much I watch, mostly because I’m wringing my hands, cupping my head, closing my eyes or yelling. But I love to watch you play. I love to read about your routines, your preparation. I check your stats after every game, hoping you’ve had a good night. I wear your jersey when I run in the morning. Being from Massachusetts, of course I’m a Celtics fan, but I love the Celtics because you are a part of them.
So I’m really trying to be a grown up about this, to understand why you made this move that breaks my heart. Maybe you wanted to try something new. Maybe, playing basketball is your job and you can do it better in Miami. Maybe you want to win another Championship and you think this is the best way. Maybe you’re tired, frustrated, angry, bitter or bored. Maybe money isn’t enough. Maybe you don’t like the bench. Maybe you actually enjoy Miami. Maybe Flo wants to be somewhere warmer. Maybe you want to be part of something else great, great in a different way, something once in a lifetime. I’m trying hard to understand why you would do this, this upsetting thing. Maybe it isn’t upsetting to you.  Maybe it’s what needs to happen. Maybe you don’t give a shit what people will say. Maybe you want to play with LeBron. I’m trying to learn how work can be separate from your life, how it can not define you, how you can keep it in its place. Maybe Miami will let you do that. You’ve left teams before. You know what you need to be comfortable, to succeed. Just because you play for a soulless, black hole of a team doesn’t mean you are a black hole. I just have a hard time with change, which is something I think you know a little bit about.
So here’s what I need from you Ray. Here’s what I need to be ok with this horrible, go-against-everything-that-I-stand-for move. I need you. I need you to be your smooth, three-draining, pre-game head shaving, shoe laces perfectly tied, 133 shots three hours out, slight-drawling, son of a bedazzled mother, upstanding, fight-breaker-upper, Kobe and Dwayne guarding, occasional lay-up, deep-breath he’s got it, RAYYY ALLEN FOR THREEEEEEEE self. I need you to remind me why I started watching basketball. Why I woke up at 3am to watch the Playoffs this year. Why I went to a Nets-Celtics game by myself and paid $100 to sit in the fourth row. Why I will put on your jersey tomorrow morning when I wake up to go running at dawn, because I think for an instant it will give me power. I will try and have it not matter that you are wearing red instead of green, that you are now guarding Rondo, that KG will no longer help you up when you trip into the stands. I’ll try. Because I respect you, I’ll try.

But I won’t become a Heat fan. Don’t ask me for that. Good luck with the ankle. 
Thanks for everything. 


most.necessary.ice.cream.ever.

Nzozi Nziza. Butare, Rwanda.

might have eaten three of those.